When God Acts
But when the multitudes saw this, they were filled with awe, and glorified God, who had given such authority to men. Matthew 9:8
Filled With Awe – Matthew is fond of expressions of amazement, but his fondness is not simply a literary device. Long before Abraham Heschel mentioned it, Matthew recognized that the first step in transformation is awe, not conviction. Unless we are confronted with a God whose power forces us beyond the limits of our understanding, we will have no need to listen to His instructions about life. We have to be pushed to the edge before we admit that life is much, much bigger than we can control. When we are filled with awe, there is nothing left to do but glorify God, and that starts the process of walking toward Him.
The Greek word, ethaumasan, comes from the verb thaumazo (to wonder, to marvel). This word means to be struck with astonishment. Notice that it presumes a lack of natural explanation. I am not astonished at the fact that I can get on a 200,000 pound machine and be lifted off the ground to fly 3000 miles. I know the physics of partial vacuums and the mechanics of curved wings. I might be impressed that men can develop engines with enough power to create flight, but I am not astonished. Neither am I astonished at the flight of a Saturn 5 rocket in spite of the fact that I can barely comprehend the amount of power it releases. No, thaumazo is reserved for something greater than this.
When we read this story about Yeshua, we tend to think that the crowd’s reaction concerned the healing of the paralytic. That was a miracle, indeed. But was it astonishing? Didn’t the Jews have a rich history of healing miracles? Weren’t there examples from their past of much greater feats of power? Unusual, yes. Wonderful, of course. But astonishing? Hmm? Maybe not. So what were they astonished about?
This story involves two elements, only one of which can be explained. The explainable element is the healing. God heals through His prophets. A prophet is on the scene, so the healing can be comprehended. But forgiveness? Only God can forgive (the scribes were right). For a man to pronounce forgiveness of sins without acting as an intermediary with God was beyond comprehension. No Jew could imagine such a thing. For this man, Yeshua, to forgive sins directly and then demonstrate that His forgiveness was real by healing the paralytic as proof – now that is astonishing. That requires me to fall on my face in praise. That is beyond the edge of how I understand the world.
Matthew’s gospel has an objective. That objective is to demonstrate that Yeshua is the Messiah. This story provides evidence for Matthew’s claim. A prophet may heal. A holy man may heal. Perhaps even someone quite ordinary may be used of God to heal. But who among us can forgive sin? We have become numb to a reality that the audience understood on that day. Forgiveness is astonishing! The holy God, the just God, the God of perfect integrity and unity – how can such a God forgive? And how in all the world is it possible that such a God would give this authority to a man? It’s beyond me. All I am able to do is say, “Praise Him, praise Him, praise Him.”
Topical Index: astonishment, amazement, awe, thaumazo, forgiveness, Matthew 9:8
May I always remember the price that was paid for my forgiveness.
“Lest I Forget” Rebecca St. James
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2hygK_a45E&feature=related
Lord, You wept tears of blood for me
Carried my sin away for good
Walked through the fire to free my soul
I sit in silence here
The Cross, I now remember
Lest I forget
How easy it is to forget the relief, joy, and amazingness of forgiveness… until one is unforgiven. Then the reality comes crashing in.
How profound the moment when forgiveness is offered, how welcome the moment of reconciliation! What a reminder of the mercy of YHWH, of the relationship reconciled through His love, and of the restoration of a child who wandered away!
“the relief, joy, and amazingness of forgiveness… until one is unforgiven.”
Hi Amanda,
I respect your feelings and don’t mean to make light of what you are saying.
And I might just have my “wires crossed” at some level, my “wife” certainly thinks so.
When I commune with God I tend to feel peace, calm, and a sense of being okay.
I have never felt the “amazingness of forgiveness” and rarely feel guilty either.
But to feel an amazing sense of inspiration, I might just watch a movie.
Like the High Plains Drifter or The Unforgiven.
Hi Michael,
I wandered through life with a guilty angst. It was normal, all I knew. It was not until something really horrible happened in my life that I experienced the awe of forgiveness. I was only able to know and experience the indescribable immense burden of my guilt when I was relieved of it through God’s forgiveness. It has to be experienced.
“It has to be experienced”
Hi Robin,
Thanks for sharing.
I understand how you feel and I’m happy for you.
Just don’t have the same response to the music or symbolism.
Maybe I will someday 🙂
“That requires me to fall on my face in praise.”
Yes, Skip, maybe if we took a closer at how the Scriptures describes the posture of worship, we might view it differently. Nothing wrong with dancing and shouting per se, however, if we cannot be humbled, then who are we worshipping? To be in awe of the One who is worthy will bring us to our knees and as we humble ourselves, we may find ourselves prostrate before His Glory. In view of the Scriptures, this is right on! Such a blessing,
Equally “amazing” is how this forgiveness was purchased for us and accomplished completely at Calvary.
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
-This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand
In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless Babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live.
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
-And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From a life’s first cry to final breath
-Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Could ever pluck me from His hand
‘Til He returns or calls me home
-Here in the power of Christ I stand.
On Christ the solid Rock I stand,
-All other ground is sinking sand.
All other ground is sinking sand.
You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful of comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp you infinite wisdom?
Who can fathom the depth of your love?
You are beautiful beyond description
Majesty enthroned above.
And I stand, I stand in awe of you
I stand, I stand in awe of you
Holy God to whom all praise is due
-I stand in awe of you.
Hey Bro Carl. That second song is one of my favorites! I first heard it back in the late eighties on an old Hosanna cassette.”The Lord Reigns” is the name of this cassette and i still have it! “Highly Recommended” Blessings to all!
Thank you all for sharing these. This is truly lifting my spirit today!! The songs glorifying Him are the ones that are the songs of the redeemed aren’t they?
“That is beyond the edge of how I understand the world.”
This is resounding in my spirit today! As I reread this, I am reminded of a time, an eternity ago, yet not so long ago that I forget what happened: the time I knew I must surrender my life as I knew it for a life that I knew nothing about. “What a long strange trip it’s been” and one I am so thankful that He called me to.
“I wouldn’t take nothin for my journey now”!! Our God is an AWESOME God!
Lord may i know your love and forgiveness into my very nerves and fiber and bones and into the trillions of my cells! Lord help me to open up and receive the depths of You.
O Lord, may i not drown and die in the shallowness of my sins. But……………….. Plunge and Live in the depths of your love and forgiveness!
Before the throne of God above
I have a strong, a perfect plea:
A great High Priest, whose name is Love,
Who ever lives and pleads for me.
My name is graven on his hands,
My name is written on his heart;
I know that while in heaven he stands
No tongue can bid me thence depart
No tongue can bid me thence depart.
When Satan tempts me to despair,
And tells me of the guilt within,
Upward I look, and see him there
Who made an end of all my sin.
Because a sinless Savior died,
My sinful soul is counted free;
For God, the Just, is satisfied
To look on Him and pardon me
To look on Him and pardon me
Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Praise the One,
Risen Son of God!
Behold him there, the risen Lamb
My perfect, spotless righteousness,
The great unchangeable I am,
The King of glory and of grace!
One in himself, I cannot die
My soul is purchased by his blood
My life is hid with Christ on high,
With Christ, my Savior and my God
With Christ, my Savior and my God
Amazing Love
how can it be
that thou my God
shoudst die for me
ASTONISHING!!!!!!!