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He returned to his brothers and said, “The boy is not there; as for me, where am I to go?”  Genesis 37:30  NASB

Is not there – The translation reads the way we expectit to read, but that isn’t what the verse actually says.  In Hebrew it reads, einenu, that is “he is not.”  Of course, we expect that Rueben is reporting about the location of Joseph; that he is no longer in the pit.  So we add “there,” as if that’s what the text means.  But this isn’t what the text means, because the detour about Judah and Tamar comes between the story of Joseph’s sale to the Midianites and his experiences with Potiphar.  A few days ago we examined the haker na phrase of Tamar, confronting Judah and, in effect, requiring Judah to deal with the repressed emotional trauma of his role in the exile of Joseph.  But there is more.

Reconsider Rueben’s announcement.  Joseph is not.  As far as the brothers are concerned, he is as good as dead.  He is gone, Lord knows where (literally).  Now consider the circumstances.  Rueben goes to the pit, an empty water cistern not shaped like a well but rather like an upside-down gourd.  Once full of life (water in the desert), it is now empty, barren. The child it contained is not.

And so with Tamar. She is the empty life-giver.  She is the dry cistern.  The child promised to her is not.  Unless she can contrive a way for one of the brothers to confront her emptiness, the denial of a promise, she will remain empty.  Her internal emptiness is a precursor to the emptiness of Joseph, in both cases brought about by a failure of responsibility at the hands of a son of Jacob.  Judah is not only responsible for the brother who is not, he is also responsible for the child who never was.

Do you remember “Colonel Mustard in the Library with the Candlestick”?  Well, here is another layer of clues in Scripture.  The dots connect in multiple ways, not just with repeated vocabulary.  Here we have a repetition of theme, a different way of viewing the same emotional trauma of emptiness from the perspective of another person.  The idea of human culpability seeps into both stories, stories that revolve around metaphors about empty containers.  “ . . . life is an attempt to clothe itself in its own metaphors,”[1]said Richard Rorty.  That’s the Bible, not as a theological textbook but as a storyabout revolving human tragedy.  Zornberg adds an important insight about why the Bible is such a book:

“A world based on fear and humility . . . risks human atrophy; for such fear and humility grant all power to God.  Only a vision in which the plot is unclear, in which anomalies bewilder serene faith and integrities are torn apart, can open the possibility of human action. Cognitively, action means the capacity to reintegrate the fragments of experience into new wholes: in re-remembering, to create something unprecedented, a personal language of self-description.”[2]

Tamar and Judah is a story of the emptiness of Joseph.  Two plots running side by side with radical implications and amazing outcomes. Two stories that just seem like so much event narrative, dry bones history, until we realize that there are things happening here well below the surface; things that reach out to us and ask us to find a parallel to our story that needs to be reintegrated in order to make sense of fragmented pasts.

Topical Index: Tamar, Joseph, Reuben, einenu, is not, Genesis 37:30

 

[1]Richard Rorty cited in Avivah Gottlieb Zornberg, The Beginning of Desire: Reflections on Genesis, p. 279.

[2]Avivah Gottlieb Zornberg, The Beginning of Desire: Reflections on Genesis, pp. 278-279.

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Jerry and Lisa

Can we truly “make sense of our fragmented past”? Can we effectively know and understand all we would need to know and understand in order to heal ourselves of our “trauma”, so that we no longer suffer distress from it or so that it no longer impairs our functioning? What can we really know for certain of the truth of our past? Can we even be certain of the accuracy our memories of the “facts” or the interpretations of the meanings of them? Can we be sure of the motives of our own actions or those of others in the past experiences? Can we even know without doubt the ultimate judgements of God about those past events?

It may be that in the end, all we can truly rely upon to essentially “reintegrate the fragments of experience into new wholes” is what Messiah relied upon at the end of his life to be whole despite all his trauma – FORGIVENESS – the forgiveness of others for their sins against us and our trust in the forgiveness of God for our sins against Him and others. What more do we need to do, besides then to freely receive and live by the love of the Father and of the son and the fellowship of the Ruach haKodesh?

I know there is some value and help in the process of trying to understand these things about our past, but I do not believe that scripture teaches us that we must “make sense” of all of this trauma in our lives to be healed and made whole. We must know Messiah and how HE came to terms with trauma in HIS life, and, as far as I can tell, it was much more through knowing the Father, His character and ways of love, and forgiving others, than it was by somehow trying to cognitively making sense of what really is the SENSELESSNESS OF SIN.

Rich Pease

How many times in the midst of our lives have we
stopped to say: “What in the world is going on?”
We thought we knew the pulse of things; it sure
seemed we were on the right track. But more often
than we’d like, we find ourselves pulling into another
cul de sac as we re-asses. “Is this all there is?”
God’s wisdom seems to allow each of us all the license
of time and circumstances to believe we’ve “got this”, only to
one day realize “we don’t”.
Our Lord patiently watches as our string runs out.
And there He awaits.

Larry Reed

I found this extremely helpful. Sort of in line with the process that God is taking me through. Little by little, it’s happening. Being transformed, little by little, by the renewing of my mind, little by little And occasionally some accelerated growth and favor !
I especially liked this: “FORGIVENESS the forgiveness of others for their sins against us and our trust in the forgiveness of God for our sins against him and others. What more do we need to do, besides then to freely receive and live by the love of the father and of the son and the fellowship of the Ruach ha Kodesh?”. ( whatever that is !) The foundation under my feet continues to grow, thanks in part to all of you and for Skips continued labor of love!

Jerry and Lisa

Ruach haKodesh – “Holy Spirit”

Laurita Hayes

I wholeheartedly agree with Jerry and Lisa about the “senselessness of sin”; it is a waste of time to try to find meaning in chaos, for sure. Sin IS purposelessness, for sin constitutes a lack of the obedience necessary to establish the direction of purpose.

On the other hand, however, I have found it helpful to myself (and others, too) to go back and find where GOD overrode the seeming meaninglessness of wrong choices and worked good, as Joseph comforted his brothers by pointing out, too. When we determine to “love God”, “all things” can “work together” again; the past can be redeemed, and purpose can be reestablished, using all the loose threads of the past to weave a new design. The tragedy of wrong choices, in Joseph’s case, worked out for good to those who made those wrong choices BECAUSE Joseph held the line for everybody else: he continued to trust in God, and so everyone around him got blessed/woven into purpose again. Egypt at that point may have enjoyed the only time it EVER blessed the nations around it (had purpose)!

I do not think order comes OUT of chaos; or that we can ‘find’ order IN chaos, but I do think that order can be superimposed OVER chaos at any point obedience is chosen by anyone associated with that chaos. Chaos has no ‘meaning’ of its own, but meaning/purpose can be established UPON chaos. Meaning, or, purpose, can never serve (grant value to) chaos, but chaos can be made to serve purpose any time someone makes a new choice to follow the will of God, for He is not limited by time; not even past time, and He has promised us to restore all the years the locusts of chaos have eaten. May we take Him up on that promise through our obedience (our part in restoring order) today!

Theresa T

This is enormously helpful. Thank you!

Lorie

It’s good to think of Joseph’s story when you are feeling empty and tired because it has such a wonderful message at the end. For those who know the end. 🙂 Should it be resolving human tragedy and not revolving human tragedy.

Daniel Mook

Maybe Yeshua pointed to this text on the road to Emmaus as he recalled the events of his death to Cleopas. The failure of responsibility of the leadership of Judah brought death to the Son of Elohim. Yet, through the perseverance of the Just one, one who had insight into the reality of the unseen realm of the power of covenant faithfulness, YHVH brings forth life from death, hope from hopelessness, joy from despair. The cycle continues, doesn’t it? The just become the persecuted; the chosen despised. But God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the wise. HALLELUJAH.

Christine Hall

Yes very well said Daniel. How awesome are His ways…..not our ways!