Facing Reality

Then Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. Genesis 32:24 NASB Alone – Consider these: “Self-awareness is a supreme gift, a treasure as precious as life.  This is what makes us human.  But it comes with a costly price: the wound of mortality.  Our existence is forever shadowed by the knowledge…

The Theme Song of Life

Then the Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone; I will make him a helper [a]suitable for him.”  Genesis 2:18 NASB Alone – We all die alone.  From birth to death we struggle to find connection.  Sometimes we succeed.  Sometimes we don’t.  But the drive is there, only to be extinguished at the…

The Perfect Enemy

Then the Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone; I will make him a helper [a]suitable for him.”  Genesis 2:18 NASB Helper suitable – My work never gets too far from this original story of human desire.  Over and over I return to these seminal verses, trying my best to tease out the…

The Sad Truth

Who will rise for me against evildoers, who will take a stand for me against the wrongdoers?  Psalm 94:16  Robert Alter   For me – Be sure you read this verse as it is written, not as you might expect it to be written.  What I mean is that we might expect “Who will rise…

The Beginning of the End

Then God said, “Let there be an expanse in the midst of the waters, and let it separate the waters from the waters.” Genesis 1:6  NASB Separate – “In the act of creation, there is perhaps inevitable sadness, as the work works itself loose from the vision.”[1]  The Egyptians believed in unity, that is, the absolute unity…

The Kitchen Window

I lie awake, I have become like a solitary bird on a housetop.  Psalm 102:7  NASB Solitary – From the kitchen window of our home in Parma, we look out on the roof of the condominium next door.  Nearly every day a pigeon flies to the corner of that roof and sits.  I assume it is…

The Badad Boys

I did not sit in the gathering of revelers to make merry.  Because of Your hand, alone I sat, for with wrath You filled me.Jeremiah 15:17  Robert Alter Alone – Brené Brown convincingly argues that being human means being connected.  The greatest punishment a man can feel is isolation: “ . . . the most terrifying…

Unemployed

Then the Lord God called to the man, and said to him, “Where are you?” Genesis 3:9  NASB Where – Man was created to be useful.  In fact, he was assigned an indispensable role on the earth—to steward it on God’s behalf.  “Then the Lord God took the man and put him into the garden of Eden to cultivate it…

The “Un-me” Verb

Then Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. Genesis 32:24  NASB Left alone – I just can’t get past Jacob. Maybe it’s because years ago when the financial collapse happened that started this written journey of recovery, I was tempted to think I was kind of like Job.  You know, innocent.  Not deserving the…

Dangerous and Divine

“They wandered in the wilderness in a desert region”  Psalm 107:4 NASB Desert Region– For most of us, the idea of wilderness recalls pictures of the Arizona desert or the Sahara or the Northern Territories.  We think of wilderness as a place where men cannot live.  But what we really mean is that men cannot…