Sackcloth and Ashes: Travels with Job (10)
“I have heard of You by the hearing of the ear; but now my eye sees You;” Job 42:5
Hearing – What is the difference between hearing God and seeing Him? The Hebrew term shama is a familiar one. Today we often stress the double action of the word shama, i.e., to hear and to obey. But Job must have more than this in mind. He has been a righteous man. He has heard and obeyed. But now something even more important has happened. He sees.
Does this mean Job had a personal visitation from God? Not likely. What Job expresses in a revelatory insight much like those men who later would be called “seers.” Suddenly, all Job’s prior obedience takes on a new dimension. He changes from a man of meticulous rule-keeping to a man of visible relationship. Now we have to re-evaluate what we thought righteousness was.
Job discovers faith. It’s not that Job didn’t practice faithful obedience before. Clearly, he did. But his relationship with YHVH was based on prescribed behaviors. He cared for the poor. He sacrificed. He prayed. He acted honorably with others. He did not lust after possessions or people. He was a model of strict, moral behavior. Many of us think that this is the true meaning of righteousness. We strive to be like the early Job, a man of principle, witness and commitment. Who among us would not applaud Job’s statement at the beginning of the saga? “The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.” Job is our model.
But there is more. Rule-governed living assumes stability in expectations. Like Job, we can become servants of the rules, worshippers of the Book, followers of the Way to the exclusion of a God who seeks dynamic interaction. Relationship is a matter of deciding to trust, not a checklist of prescribed behaviors. Relationship requires a certain flexibility, a decision to continue in fellowship when our fixed expectations are being torn apart. Tournier notes, “True personal relationship, of the sort that makes the person, involves both choice and risk; it lays one open to a reply, and to the necessity of replying in turn: it is a dialogue.”[1] Perhaps we have much further to travel than simply Torah obedience. Yes, it’s true that Torah is our guide. Yes, it’s true that it summarizes God’s instructions for living. But Torah can become another list of rules. It isn’t personal until we enter into a dialogue with the One who gave it. “There is no life without fluctuation, without incessant oscillations about a mean equilibrium. Fixity is death.”[2]
“There is scarcely any such thing as a stable spiritual life. In any case it is rather a Hindu than a Christian ideal—the disappearance of the person, absorbed into the great Whole. We do not ‘possess’ God or contact with Him. We find him periodically and this is precisely authentic and living religious experience. It is an adventure, of which the return of the prodigal is an illustration, whereas the elder son, to whom the Father says, ‘Thou art ever with me’ (Luke 15:31), undergoes no religious experience.”[3]
Job discovered the God who is involved, not the God who once gave instructions. Job discovered that relationship trumped everything else, including righteous living. Faith is a journey, and on the road, Job discovered “grace is given drop by drop.”[4]
Topical Index: hearing, shama, seeing, relationship, Torah, rules, faith, Job 42:5
[1] Paul Tournier, The Meaning of Persons, p. 127.
[2] Ibid., p. 89.
[3] Ibid., p. 113.
[4] Ibid., p. 172.
“For it is we who are the circumcision, who worship by the Ruach Elohim and glory in Messiah Yeshua and have not depended on the flesh—though I myself might have confidence in the flesh also. If anyone else thinks he might depend on the flesh, I far more—circumcised the eighth day; of the nation of Israel; from the tribe of Benjamin; a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the Torah, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting Messiah’s community; as for Torah righteousness, found blameless. But whatever things were gain to me, these I have considered as loss for the sake of the Messiah. More than that, I consider all things to be loss in comparison to the surpassing value of the knowledge of Messiah Yeshua my Lord. Because of Him I have suffered the loss of all things; and I consider them garbage in order that I might gain Messiah and be found in Him not having my righteousness derived from Torah, but one that is through trusting in Messiah—the righteousness from God based on trust. My aim is to know Him and the power of His resurrection and the sharing of His sufferings, becoming like Him in His death—if somehow I might arrive at the resurrection from among the dead.” [Php 3:3-11]
From this, I am understanding that being able to rightly “share in the fellowship of His sufferings” is made possible, not merely by “Torah righteousness”, but by TRUSTING in and KNOWING Him…..as MESSIAH and LORD…..AND…..the POWER OF HIS RESURRECTION. Only by this are we considered righteous before the great Elohim YHWH. Only by this might we arrive at the resurrection from among the dead.
“For Messiah once suffered for sins also—the righteous for the unrighteous—in order to bring you to God. He was put to death in the flesh, but made alive by the Ruach.” [1Pe_3:18]
Now those who belong to Messiah have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live by the Ruach, let us also walk by the Ruach. [Gal 5:24-25]
We must seek to obey Torah AND live by the power and leading of the Ruach HaKodesh. It’s not one or the other but both. And living by the Ruach is sometimes beyond living according to Torah, though never contrary to living according to Torah.
This is what I am understanding.
That is my understanding, too.
Torah is the bare bones in the valley. It takes the Ruach to breathe life into those bones, and that is a dynamic involvement; literally breath to breath. We may have been breathing in concert the last breath, but,we need to take another one, and so we start over. And over. Last breath is now poisonous garbage; carbon dioxide to breathe out before we can take the next one: “loss” and “garbage”, not precious jewels in some eternal bank account or show case. This is a dance; not a treasure hunt!
Job is an “unlikely” character, with an unlikely heart, and an unlikely testimony of an unlikely experience. Even so unlikely is this whole book of Job, written so long ago, almost to the point of first mention. Unlikely things are often misinterpreted and watered down to a more “reasonable” and much less disruptive reality. So now we can all settle down and be comforted that Job really didn’t “see” God- no, he is really a common man like us.
We know we will be held accountable for every idle word, so how much more when we speak words that intentionally discredit the “unlikely” event that was to become a precedent for our own invitation and blueprint into a completely restored and multiplied life?
We believe in “rules”-that’s why they happen in our lives. Not a bad thing, just when your rules hold you captive to what is “likely” then you have missed the treasure hidden in the field because you are only willing to pay what you determine it is worth.
What is “unlikely” is that you will ever “see” God, unless you believe your precious “life” is worth the price.
the prayer He loves:
You alone are worthy, take my life and open my eyes to see you, to gaze upon your beauty as David desired your courts, cause my heart to desire and the courage to pass through the waters and really see you touch my soul. Take me where I fear to go, I will die for you alone.
Let all who thirst come and drink of the water of life!
He is listening and will respond to you.
This reminds me of what I experienced as a living word perhaps Rhaema. After a long dark night of seeking YHVH without an answer, with my soul yet distressed I felt called to the coast. Looking down at the mighty waves crashing on rocks, I heard that still yet comanding voice say , “Rest in me the way the waves rest upon the rocks. They become what they are by forces beyond themselves, yet they are no less part of the sea. It is enough that they do their part”. Selah…
Thank you for this series Skip.