Deutero-Hebrews
The Lord is the one who goes ahead of you; He will be with you. He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. Deuteronomy 31:8 NASB
Forsake you– You are probably more familiar with this verse from its citation in Hebrew 13:5: “Make sure that your character is free from the love of money, being content with what you have; for He Himself has said, ‘I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you.’” Of course, the author of Hebrews alters the context and the application, but he is providing a remez, so we would expect him to do just that. Within Christian circles, we tend to further truncate the verse, retaining only the idea that God will not fail us or leave us. We forget that the original statement was given to the Israelites before they crossed into the Promised Land. It’s a long way from the Jordan to exhortations about money to applications about safety. But even these adaptations can help us in crossing our own Jordan river.
Think about the insight of Joe Steenkamp:
“Mostly our minds are preoccupied with the need to be in control at the expense of being and feeling alive.”[1]
“Once you make peace with yourself and become free, you are open to receiving input from any possible stimulant, and you are equally free to choose your contribution to life.”[2]
Moses tells the people that God is with them. He will not leave them without guidance or protection. The Hebrew here is yaʿāzbekka. The verb is ʿāzab, “the basic meaning of ʿāzabis clearly seen in its literal use where it has three distinct emphases: to depart, to abandon, and to loose.”[3] In this verse, it is preceded by lōʾ, the strong sense of “not.” TWOT notes that “lōʾwas the primary Hebrew term for factual negation in contrast to ʾal which typically described potential negation.”[4] In other words, Moses declares that YHVH will never fail or forsake. Never! If ever there were reason to abandon the preoccupation with control, this is it! And, as Steenkamp notes, once we stop worrying about taking charge of everything, we are free to choose what to take in and what to give out. Freedom is not found in controlling my world. It is found in cherishing the world God has given me.
When the author of Hebrews adapts the words of Moses, he uses the Greek ĕgkatalĕipō, a word constructed from a preposition of “place” and a verb meaning, “to leave behind.” The author might be applying this idea in contrast to the power of money for his purposes, but we can stretch the meaning beyond that. We can discover that we will not be left behind. We can find respite in God’s faithfulness—and start living instead of grasping.
A few days ago I wrote about the movie Leave No Trace. I examined the verse in Hebrews, and the same Greek verb. Today maybe we made some progress over our fear of abandonment. Today maybe God’s promise is enough, because we have His history with Israel as the assurance. But it still requires emotionally connecting. The words don’t make much difference until I feel an arm around me.
Topical Index: forsake, ʿāzab, ĕgkatalĕipō, left behind, Hebrews 13:5, Deuteronomy 31:8
[1]J. Steenkamp, SHIP: The Age-Old Art of Facilitating Healing, p. 173.
[3]Schultz, C. (1999). 1594 עָזַב. In R. L. Harris, G. L. Archer, Jr. & B. K. Waltke (Eds.), Theological Wordbook of the Old Testament.
[4]Theological Wordbook of the Old Testament. 1999 (R. L. Harris, G. L. Archer, Jr. & B. K. Waltke, Ed.) (electronic ed.) (463). Chicago: Moody Press.
The act of attempting to control moves us out from under the control of God. We lose what we move to grasp. Free fall is the name of this game.
It is not that life feels out of control: the question is what we do about that? Do we grab or float? That response is going to determine whether or not we get to shore. It may seem harder to have faith when you are struggling with massive amounts of trust issues caused by trauma, but the world’s practice of trust is always conditional. The trust of the world is always going to insist on grabbing something in the world.
Trauma destabilizes the foundations the world’s trust rests upon, forcing us (um, allowing us) to seek a new and better Foundation. Trauma survivors get to enjoy having the first and hardest half of the equation already worked out for them, for trauma unpacks their camel for them and blows a hole in the needle’s eye that the world attempts to thread all its trust through.. They already know just how and why they cannot trust the world, but they already are motivated to seek that trust elsewhere.
Grace is truly amazing in its ability to use any and all of evil against itself and still conquer no matter what, and evil truly does not make any sense!
My story is one of turbulent seas of truble mitigated by the ever-present hand of the master mariner. Really! He showed up when I was a child of four. He spoke, I listened, the question implied a response of obidienace – I obayed. Then the real truble started. Trauma, abandonment, abuse, neglect, confusion, fear, doubt insecurity : all the common complications of life in a broken and disfunctional family system. He of course, showed up just in time…. Through it all He walked by my side, guarding, entreating, counseling – Sheparding me into real life. It is not easy, it is not necessarily fun, it can take all I have to trust, and when my trust fails and I loose it, he sits with me in my sesspools of denile, indulgence or despond. Yet unsullied by the filth of my sin he waits. When I am ready to get up, he helps wash me off, and we go on together agin. OK mixed metaphors but life ain’t so straight forward now is it? The point is its just the way real life really is. We do not walk alone. As King David said ” though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…, I fear no evil.., your hand guides me…” Any one who has been to The city of David( or understands the history and geograghy) knows he was not talking about his death but simply going out his back door, down the way, through the gangs of thugs, past the brothels, to get his morning coffee. Heschel writes ” There are no proofs of God only witnesses” -I am one.
Beautifully said! I too observe, witness and testify when He calls me. How we all seems to travel the same road, just different names and places, but still, the same road. I too witness to His profound patience, compassion and mercy. I too testify to his amazing grace and above all His faithful and true love. Shalom brother!
Shabbatt Shalom Sister…
Excellent word. Beautiful picture. Just reminds me that although each one of us is so very different we are also so very similar and that brings with it a sense of comfort !
Thank you Skip for your thoughtful and timely posts. How often it is just what I need for that day. Today especially.
Anne